'Just standing here, never going to move. I will wait for you even if it is forever.'


I am sorry for the times I was so boring or an annoyance to you. I guess I was just trying too hard to show you that I am the person that is worth being friends with. I am always constantly worried I might lose out and you would think I am nothing. For to me I feel that intellectually incapable, physically incapable and socially incapable. All because I lack the confidence to even let you know, that I talk or start a conversation in a cliche way because I can't even think of what to talk to you about. You make me speechless. I want to get close to you, to be your best friend. I try. This may sound like your everyday infatuation or cheap talk normally done by guys, but these mixed feelings I have for you has been happening for a while.

Maybe one day when I feel I am ready I would let you know how I feel about you. Once I feel more capable enough for myself and you. I am going to change and work harder not only because of you, a very important girl, but for my own reasons. I don't do things just for the sake of winning your heart, I am not like that. I don't suck up.

And that is how I feel about you and I truly do care about you...




"Running is fun, especially on rooftops."


Today was sports day! The whole school had to attend the event for the whole afternoon. How dumb is that? It is Friday and you tell me I have to waste my time sitting there supporting? JOKE! So I went to mark my attendance and did duty for like an hour or an hour and a half? After that ran away from the stadium to go to Esplande! so funnnn. Too bad there weren't many dancers there. But my fav bboy friend was there. So was Greg(: Dope powermoves I swear.

Got some work done today and danced a bit. Not such a bad day. Bumped into Julian on the way home. It was so 'LOL'.

Anyways,
TTFN! Ta Ta For Now! (:



I really love this part of the song "Always all ways" - Lostprophets

" 'Cause I'm waiting for you
Yeah, I'm waiting for you
Give me answers, get me through
I will wait

Always, all ways I wanted us to be
Always, all ways you and me "