"Why does life seem so miserable now? (Despite the little joys once in a while)"


There are so many things I could write down now, but it is late and i rather not rant when I am tired and sleepy cause I tend to say stuff that your not suppose to know.

First day of term 2.....well one word describes it all, "Bullshit". Practically the whole day was bullshit if not for Shao Liang and his contagious laughter. First thing in the morning during duty I scolded my junior for not standing properly during National Anthem and not showing respect to his seniors. I was thinking to myself, what what a way to start the day. Nevermind in class it would be better. In class then got someone giving the face and tone like some Stuck up son of bitch. I was like....WTF? Then I just ignored him. Maybe he is just having a bad day. Then I see him talk to everyone so nicely, go play around and then when I talk to him can even look at me when he is talking. Must face somewhere else. I am thinking, if your going to be like that I am not going to let my life revolve around your fucking mood or what so ever. I ain't your dog bitch. So don't think I am some airhead, dumb-ass to be pushed around.........

Forget about that. After school I followed Shao Liang they all to eat and find J.S. Nice end to the day. Shao Liang damn funny, got bullied by Martin.....

Now I am just talking to Julian, just feel that the day got better.
Sorry for my language people just feeling really pissed off today.
Pray that tomorrow would seem better.
NIGHTS!