Cough go away, I can't do alot with you around. Annoying.

"Somethings take time I guess. I hope."


I was never like this. So gentle, so caring, so full of worries, and full of paranoia. I was a kid who studied, danced, and had fun with his brothers no matter what it was. I really never cared but now I do. What happen to me really? I would look at all life challenges and take it just like that. J was right, I think too much. I should just appreciate what I have now.

Sorry if I'm a bit rush or too rush on stunts. I just really want to be able to accomplish the stunts. Its just me. Like my dance, I keep working on it everyday, every time, whenever I can. Sorry if I was a bit fierce or pushed you. I apologize.

"You look so cute in that make up and when you smiled you look wonderful. I gave up already, so don't worry. I don't feel that I'm worth, your out of my league. But to see you smiling at the end of the day. I feel thats worth it."

I'm dying but moving on.